Sitting here writing this post I have no idea what I am doing or why. Let me begin at the beginning I guess. I am losing my home. There I said it’s not because of anything I did. For the last twenty years I have rented from the same landlord.  She is getting older and would like her son to live closer. So he’s selling his house and moving to mine. The problem is the hunt for a new house has left me stressed, heartbroken, and so many other emotions.  I have questioned if god was there or not. If he was angry with me or not. I prayed a…